A hole in my life

I think I am an enthusiastic member of my CCA, the school band.

This can be seen from the fact that I try not to miss any band practices unless absolutely necessary.

But I also has a habit of being late for morning flag raising (the band has to play the anthem and school song), which I am trying to change.

However, as the Year-End Examinations draw closer and closer (yikes! only FOUR days left!), and all CCAs are cancelled temporarily, then I found what was really missing from my life.

Whole afternoons were devoted to slouching on the bed and trying to sleep, or trying to do some mugging, where otherwise I would have to go for band practices if not for the exams.

These time-wasting moments have resulted in me missing dinners because of afternoon sleeps, while I would have been punctual for dinner everytime I returned from band practices.

I could say my lifestyle is ruined without my CCA to engage me in afternoon activities.

Sure, I like to play computer games, but that also became senseless after a while, with exam stress aggravating the situation.

I must say I really miss band practices A LOT.

Even if it means going to outdoor practices (which I slightly dislike)for next year's Singapore Youth Festival, which we will be participating in the outdoor display assessment.
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One thing that I really hate is people wrongly accusing me of things that they do not understand.

While I can take insults from other people with a pinch of salt, I really lose my temper when it came to wrong accusations.

Today I have been wrongly accused by a teacher, who thought that I was lazy and did not bring my worksheet, while in reality I had taken the worksheet out of my bag yesterday and put it in the file for filing, not aware that I will need it the next day.

I am not angry with the teacher. I was just there seething internally for the rest of the lesson, not knowing why, until it came to my favourite Maths lesson. Then I calmed down.

I guess that it was because of the sheer wrongness of wrong accusations that aggravated me so much.

People do joke around and make fun of other people's names and stuff like that, but people never do wrongly accuse people for the fun of it, and never apologising afterwards.

I really do hope that people can stop making wrong accusations, though I must admit that wrong accusations do provide very good inspirations for writing essays.
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Another day will come to pass.

And I still haven't finished revising for my exams.

Aaaarrrghhh!!!

I must really buck up for my exams, or risk failing my History or Literature or any other subject.

And maybe... that means ending this post for now.

I will continue writing, though I may not be able to write during the exams, with the crushing weight of the revisions.

And after the exams, there is still the Sec 2 Camp waiting for us!

Well, I'll worry about it later.

Cheers,
Ferralucis